Sunday, January 31, 2010

Hello I'm Amy and I'm a Bookaholic


Yes, it's true. I'm a book-a-holic with a very serious problem. I cannot read all the books I want, so I think if I own them, it's almost like reading them. Only I'm seriously running out of space.

"So just quit getting books, Amy," you're thinking while rolling your eyes.

It's not that easy. For one thing, I love getting books. There is no sweeter feeling than the feeling of knowing you have acquired a book. Why? Because acquiring a book is like acquiring a possibility. It's a whole brand new fresh chance to have your life changed, turned upside down and all around by whatever is printed on that page! Or to be madly entertained and laugh like you've never laughed before. Or to find yourself, and see someone get you and express all those hidden thoughts and feelings like no one has ever managed to do before.

Okay I already want to run out and find a few more books so I better stop!

But even more than that, I consider book blogging a vocation. What that means is that I don't just read books and review them here, I am FULLY IMMERSED in the bookish community. I talk to book lovers, authors, publishers, publicists, and bloggers on a daily basis. I get, sometimes, upwards of 30 pitches a week for books that people want me to read. I'm in a book club. I subscribe to almost every publisher's newsletter, Shelf Awareness, Publisher Weekly, Publisher's Lunch, author newsletters, and all the major newspaper's book blogs. I read book blogs, fantastic book blogs that are amazingly well written and tempt me towards more books. When possible, I go to readings at my localish independent bookstore. I have other interests, but this interest interests me most.

Basically, I like books. And I have really easy access to books through bookstores, Amazon, and all the pitches that come flooding into my email inbox.

But lately, I've sort of been wanting to stop getting books and read what I have. Also, I need more space. But I need HELP. I am powerless over this addiction, and trust me, fellow book lovers are not much help. Luckily, I found a few willing to venture into this strange, scary unknown territory with me! We've set up a game, inspired by Game On! Diet. We have a point system. You get points for getting books and lose points for getting rid of books. At the end, the person with the fewest points win and the rest of us will treat that person to dinner when we're all together in New York for BEA. Also, we all have to donate a dollar to a charity of our choice for each point we have at the end of the month. Yes, that really is as sound as it sounds this is just a month long thing.

Here's the points system:

  • Impulse buy: 10 points
  • Coercing someone into buying you gift / buying book for someone else (not): 10 points
  • Snagging a book on a swap site: 5 points
  • Requesting a review copy (including Shelf Awareness): 5 points
  • Considered buy: 5 points
  • Saying yes to a review copy (pitched): 3 points
  • Checking a book out from the library (any medium): 3 points
  • Unsolicited review copy and genuine gift: 0 points


Andddd.....get rid of a book and you get -2 points.

My partners in crime?
Candace
Jen
Natasha
Nicole
Dawn


Wish me luck! And feel free to adapt our scoring system and find a small group of friends to play against yourself! (also we're calling this game BLOB, cause we're good at picking attractive appealing sounding names like that. BLOB=Biggest Loser of Books!)

Amy

Saturday, January 30, 2010

The Sunday Salon --Beth hits another out of the park, an award, and a few other things

This week was not the greatest in the reading department. I didn't actually read all that much. What I did manage to read though?

The Heart is Not a Size by Beth Kephart. And I loved it. Like loved it so much. I don't know how she does it but this book was so beautiful and achingly lovely. I found myself teary eyed several times, not because it was sad but because it felt like life. Life seen through the eyes of Beth Kephart is a good place to spend an afternoon of reading. I'll try to save my gushing for the review, but this book is not to be missed.

I also was fortunate enough to go to a reading this past week with Maaza Mengiste. She is the debut novelist of Beneath the Lion's Gaze. I was really interested in this book because I know nothing of the historical time period in Ethiopia. The reviews were very solid as well. I bought the book and started today and it's very good so far. The portion she read Thursday night was also excellent, just really gripping stuff.



Elisabeth of Babette's Book Blog was kind enough pass on this over the top blogging award. It came with a fun meme and I haven't done one of these in awhile, so I decided to play along! :) I was only allowed to use one word to answer the questions which turned out to be incredibly difficult.

Your Cell Phone? BlackBerry
Your Hair? brown
Your Mother? chatty
Your Father? quiet
Your Favorite Food? potatoes
Your Dream Last Night? heartbreaking
Your Favorite Drink? Mt.Dew
Your Dream/Goal? contentment
What Room Are You In? bedroom
Your Hobby? reading
Your Fear? meaninglessness
Where Do You See Yourself In Six Years? nowhere
Where Were You Last Night? home
Something That You Aren't? organized
Muffins? blueberry
Wish List Item? job
Where Did You Grow Up? St. Louis
Last Thing You Did? tweet!
What Are You Wearing? clothes
Your TV? old
Your Pets? none
Friends? delightful
Your Life? hectic
Your Mood? melancholy
Missing Someone? always
Vehicle? PT Cruiser
Something You Aren't Wearing? pajamas
Your Favorite Store? Vromans
Your Favorite Color? purple
When Was The Last Time You Laughed? Tonight
Last Time You Cried? today
Your Best Friend? distance
One Place You Go To Over And Over Again? Target
Facebook? sometimes
Favorite Place To Eat? Gyu-Kaku

I'm meant to pass this on to five people I think are over the top...so here goes:
Dawn, Candace, Jen, Nicole, and Natasha. Why did I choose these lovely ladies? All will be revealed tomorrow!

In other news...LOST comes back this week! I'm so excited even though I've hardly had two seconds together to think about it. I can't wait to see how they wrap things up in what is really my favorite television series ever and one of my favorite stories ever. I could go on and on about just how much I love LOST but there will be plenty of time for that throughout the season. I can't believe there is only one season left! I am highly doubtful there will be television life after LOST so I'm going to enjoy it while I can. You can count on me to provide recaps and I hope you'll all be watching along.

Well that's it for this Sunday! I hope you all have a wonderful lazy Sunday of reading planned!




Amy

Friday, January 29, 2010

Faith'n' Fiction Saturday: Why Read?

Faith'n'Fiction

Welcome to Faith'n'Fiction Saturday where we take a closer look at the intersection of the Christian faith and fiction. You are welcome to participate by putting your answers in comments or writing your response on your blog.

Over the next couple of weeks, I'm going to ask a series of questions that go back to the basics. Today's question is the most basic of all. Why read?

It may seem that this is a simple question, but in truth reading is a man made activity. And the act of reading is different according to language. Reading is a solitary activity which defies our understanding that we're meant to seek community, and it's a sedentary event, which keeps me from actively doing something else. There are times when I feel downright selfish for reading, like when someone else wants to talk to me, but I just want to have my nose stuck in a book.

But despite all of that, I still thinking reading is positive. Here's why:

Reading educates me
And in so many different ways. Either through story or the facts themselves, I learn through reading.

Reading comforts me

Reading increases my ability to empathize.
Not everyone can vocally express how they feel, but a book can often make me feel like I've walked a mile in someone else's skin. Countless times I've become softer and less judgmental as a result of reading. I've also been moved to act on the behalf of others.

Reading helps me know myself.
There is nothing in the world as sweet as suddenly staring at a page and seeing yourself for the first time in that glorious turn of phrase. As tired and cliche as it sounds knowing oneself is important. And reading helps make that possible.

Next week, I'll ask why read fiction, so just keep that in mind. :)

Your answers are welcomed below.

Thursday, January 28, 2010

The Death of our Writers

I'm going to confess something that is going to reveal my ignorance, but I had no idea who Howard Zinn was until his death. When I saw the news on twitter, I started looking up information about him and naturally ordered A People's History of the United States.

But it was a tweet from Derek Webb that especially touched me for some reason I can't really explain. The wording of it felt so sincere and gave me pause to consider the meaning of life, and the meaning of the lives we never know. Derek said, "we lost howard zinn. so thankful for his life. i've plagiarized him quite a bit over the years, especially lately. bless him"

So thankful for his life. It's clear from reading the assorted memorials that Zinn had a very positive and profound impact on a lot of people, and of our understanding of our nation, its history, and its role in the world. He was a champion to the preserved history of the oppressed and of those who have not been heard. His life mattered on a level in which it touched (and will continue to touch) those who never met him, who never bought him a beer, or knew him personally. His life mattered.

Today I heard we lost another great writer, JD Salinger, this one I'm familiar with. Despite the fact that he was 91 years old, it's like my friend Ana said, there's something about knowing they are no longer in the world that is saddening.

It calls to mind one of my favorite (who am I kidding, they are all one of my favorite) Andrew Peterson songs composed after the death of Rich Mullins, "Three Days Before Autumn". I love this song because it validates that genuine grief and sorrow you feel over the loss of someone you have never personally known, but you love "just the same."

In the death of the known, of our artists, thinkers, scholars and celebrities we have these rare moments of collectively coming together as a culture to remember what these individual lives and their contribution to our understanding of what it means to be human have meant to us. We take a moment to mourn what we've lost as a people. We grapple for a second with our own mortality and what our lives mean. We grieve.

Rest in peace, Howard Zinn.
Rest in peace, J.D. Salinger

We are thankful for what your lives meant to us and what they will continue to mean for us.




Amy

Read the first chapter of Courteous Cad by Catherine Palmer

It is time for a FIRST Wild Card Tour book review! If you wish to join the FIRST blog alliance, just click the button. We are a group of reviewers who tour Christian books. A Wild Card post includes a brief bio of the author and a full chapter from each book toured. The reason it is called a FIRST Wild Card Tour is that you never know if the book will be fiction, non~fiction, for young, or for old...or for somewhere in between! Enjoy your free peek into the book!

You never know when I might play a wild card on you!


Today's Wild Card author is:


and the book:


Courteous Cad

Tyndale House Publishers, Inc. (December 3, 2009)

***Special thanks to Christy Wong of Tyndale House Publishers, Inc. for sending me a review copy.***

ABOUT THE AUTHOR:


Catherine Palmer lives in Atlanta with her husband, Tim, where they serve as missionaries in a refugee community. They have two grown sons. She is a graduate of Southwest Baptist University and holds a master's degree in English from Baylor University. Her first book was published in 1988. Since then, she has published more than 50 novels, many of them national best sellers. Catherine has won numerous awards for her writing, including the Christy Award—the highest honor in Christian fiction—and the Romantic Times BookClub Career Achievement Award for inspirational fiction. Total sales of her novels number more than 2 million copies.

Visit the author's website.

Product Details:

List Price: $12.99
Paperback: 400 pages
Publisher: Tyndale House Publishers, Inc. (December 3, 2009)
Language: English
ISBN-10: 0842375554
ISBN-13: 978-0842375559

AND NOW...THE FIRST CHAPTER:


Otley, Yorkshire

1817

“I shall never marry,” Prudence Watson declared to her sister as they crossed a busy Yorkshire street. “Men are cads, all of them. They toy with our hearts. Then they brush us aside as if we were no more than a crumb of cake at teatime. A passing fancy. A sweet morsel enjoyed for a moment and soon forgotten.”

“Enough, Prudence,” her sister pleaded. “You make me quite hungry, and you know we are late to tea.”

“Hungry?” A glance revealed the twitch of mirth on Mary's lips. Prudence frowned. “You think me silly.”

“Dearest Pru, you are silly.” Mary raised her wool collar against the cold, misty drizzle. “One look at you announces it to all the world. You're far too curly-haired, pink-cheeked, and blue-eyed to be taken seriously.”

“I cannot help my cheeks and curls, nor have they anything to do with my resolve to remain unmarried.”

“But they have everything to do with the throng of eligible men clamoring to fill your dance card at every ball. Your suitors send flowers and ask you to walk in the gardens. On the days you take callers, they stand elbow to elbow in the foyer. It is really too much. Surely one of them must be rewarded with your hand.”

“No,” Prudence vowed. “I shall not marry. I intend to follow the example of my friend Betsy.”

“Elizabeth Fry is long wed and the mother of too many children to count.”

“But she obeys a calling far higher than matrimony.”

“Rushing in and out of prisons with blankets and porridge? Is that your friend's high calling?”

“Indeed it is, Mary. Betsy is a crusader. With God's help, she intends to better the lives of the poor women in Newgate.”

“Better the lives of soiled doves, pickpockets, and tavern maids?” Mary scoffed. “I should like to see that.”

“And so you will, for I have no doubt of Betsy's success. I shall succeed, too, when God reveals my mission. I mean to be an advocate for the downtrodden. I shall champion those less fortunate than I.”

“You are hardly fortunate yourself, Pru. You would do better to marry a rich man and redeem the world by bringing up moral, godly, well-behaved children.”

“Do not continue to press me on that issue, Mary, I beg you. My mind is set. I have loved and lost. I cannot bear another agony so great.”

“Do you refer to that man more than twice your age? the Tiverton blacksmith? Mr. . . . Mr. Walker?”

Prudence tried to ignore the disdain in Mary's voice. They were nearing the inn at which they had taken lodging in the town of Otley. Their eldest sister, Sarah, had prescribed a tour of the north country, declaring Yorkshire's wild beauty the perfect antidote to downtrodden spirits. Thus far, Prudence reflected, the journey had not achieved its aim.

Now, Mary had raised again the subject of great torment to Prudence. It was almost as though she enjoyed mocking her younger sister's passion for a man she could never wed. Whatever anyone thought of him, Prudence decided, she would defend her love with valor and tenacity.

“Mr. Walker is a gentleman,” she insisted. “A gentleman of the first order.”

“Nonsense,” Mary retorted. “He has no title, no land, no home, no education, nothing. How can you call him a gentleman?”

“Of course he has no title--he is an American!” Annoyed, Prudence lifted her skirts as she approached a large puddle in the street. “Americans have no peerage. By law, they are all equal.”

“Equally common. Equally ordinary. Equally low.” Mary rolled her eyes. “Honestly, Pru, you can do far better than Mr. Walker. Sarah and I hold the opinion that her nephew, Henry Carlyle, Lord Delacroix, would suit you very well indeed. She writes that he is returned from India much improved from their last acquaintance. Delacroix owns a fine home in London and another in the country. He is wealthy, handsome, and titled. In short, the perfect catch. Leave everything to your sisters, Pru. We shall make it all come about.”

“You will do nothing of the sort! Delacroix is a foolish, reckless cad. I would not marry him if he were the last man in England.”

Annoyed, Prudence stepped onto a narrow plank, a makeshift bridge someone had laid across the puddle. Attempting to steady herself, she did not notice a ragged boy dart from an alleyway. He splashed into the muddy water, snatched the velvet reticule at her waist, and fled.

“Oh!” she cried out.

The plank tilted. Prudence tipped. Her balance shifted.

In a pouf of white petticoats, she tottered backward until she could do nothing but unceremoniously seat herself in the center of the dirty pool. Mud splattered across her blue cape and pink skirt as she sprawled out, legs askew and one slipper floating in the muck.

“Dear lady!” A man knelt beside her. “Are you injured? Please allow me to assist you.”

She looked into eyes the color of warm treacle. A tumble of dark curls fell over his brow. Angled cheekbones were echoed in the squared jut of his jaw. It was the face of an angel. Her guardian angel.

“My bag,” she sputtered. “The boy took it.”

“My man has gone after him. Have no fear on that account. But what of you? Can you stand? May I not help you?”

He held out a hand sheathed in a brown kid glove. Prudence reached for it, but Mary intervened.

“You are mud from head to toe, Pru!” She blocked the stranger's hand. “You must try to get up on your own. We are near the inn, and we shall find you a clean gown at once.”

“Hang my gown!” Prudence retorted. “Give me your hand, sister, or allow this gentleman to aid me. My entire . . . undercarriage is wet.”

At this, the man's lips curved into a grin. “Do accept my offer of assistance, dear lady, and I shall wrap my cloak about you . . . you and your damp undercarriage.”

The motley crowd gathered on the street were laughing and elbowing one another at the sight of a fine lady seated in a puddle. Prudence had endured quite enough derision and mockery for one day. She set her muddy hand in the gentleman's palm. He slipped his free hand under her arm and helped her rise. Before she could bemoan her disheveled state, he swept the thick wool cloak from his shoulders and laid it across her own.

“My name is Sherbourne,” he said as he led her toward the inn. “William Sherbourne of Otley.”

“I am Prudence Watson. Of London.”

Utterly miserable, she realized a truth far worse than a muddy gown, a missing slipper, and a tender undercarriage. She was crying. Crying first because she had been assaulted. Second because her bag was stolen away. Third because she was covered in cold, sticky mud. Fourth and every other number because Mr. Walker had abandoned her.

He had declared he loved Prudence too much to make her his wife. He kissed her hand. He bade her farewell. And she had neither seen nor heard from him since.

“You will catch pneumonia,” Mary cried as she hastened ahead of them to open the inn's door. “Oh, Pru, you will have a fever by sunset and we shall bleed you and care for you and you will die anyway, just like my dear Mr. Heathhill, who left me a widow.”

“Upon my word, madam,” William spoke up. “I would never lay out such a fate for a woman so young and lovely. Miss Watson is hardly bound for an early grave. Do refrain from such predictions, I beg you.”

“Oh, Mary, his rose was in my reticule,” Prudence moaned. “The rose Mr. Walker gave me. I pressed it and vowed to keep it forever. And now it is lost.”

“Your husband?” William asked. He helped her ascend the stairs and escorted her into the inn. “Give me his name, and I shall alert him to your distress.”

“She has no husband,” Mary informed him. “We are both unmarried, for I am recently a widow.”

“Do accept my sincere condolences.”

“Thank you, sir. But we have not been properly introduced. I am Mrs. John Heathhill of Cranleigh Crescent in London.”

“William Sherbourne of Otley, at your service.” He made a crisp bow. “You are Miss Watson's sister?”

“Yes,” Prudence cut in, “and if she will stop chattering for once, I shall welcome her attention. Mary, come with me, for I am shivering.”

“Heavens! That is exactly how the influenza began with my dear late husband!” Mary took her sister's arm and stepped toward the narrow staircase. “Thank you, Mr. Sherbourne. We are in your debt.”

“Think nothing of it,” he replied. “I wish you a speedy recovery and excellent health, Miss Watson. Good afternoon, ladies.”

“Such a gentleman!” Mary exclaimed as she accompanied her sister up the stairs and into their suite. “So very chivalrous. I wager he is married. Even so, I should be happy to see him again. You have his cloak still, and on that account we are compelled to call on him. What good fortune! He is well mannered indeed. And you must agree he is terribly handsome.”

Prudence was in no humor to discuss anyone's merits. “Find my blue gown, Mary. The one with roses. And ask the maids to bring hot water. Hot, mind you. I cannot bear another drop of cold water. I am quite chilled to the bone.”

While Mary gave instructions to the inn's staff, Prudence began removing her sodden gown. She shuddered at the memory of that boy snatching her reticule. Thank heaven for Mr. Sherbourne's kindness. But Mr. Walker's rose was gone now, just as the man himself had disappeared from her life.

“Did you like him?” Mary asked as she sorted through the gowns in her sister's trunk. “I thought he had nice eyes. Very brown. His smile delighted me, too. He was uncommonly tall, yet his bearing could not have been more regal. If he is yet unmarried, I think him just the sort of man to make you a good husband.”

“A husband?” Prudence could hardly believe it. “You were matchmaking while I sat in the mud? Honestly, Mary, you should wed Mr. Sherbourne yourself.”

“Now you tease me. You know my mourning is not complete. Even if it were, I am certain I shall never find another man as good to me as my dear late Mr. Heathhill.”

“If you will not marry, why must you make such valiant efforts to force me into that state? I have declared my intention never to wed. You and Sarah must respect that decision.”

“Our duty to you supersedes all your ridiculous notions, Pru. You have no home and no money. Society accepts you only because of your excellent connections.”

“You refer to yourself, of course. And Sarah. With such superior sisters to guide me, I can never go wrong.”

When the maids entered the room with pitchers of steaming water, Prudence gladly escaped her hovering sister. She loved Mary well enough, but the death of Mr. Heathhill had cast the poor woman into a misery that nothing could erase. Mary's baby daughter resided in the eager arms of doting grandparents while she was away, but she missed the child dreadfully. With both sisters mourning lost love, their holiday in the north had proven as melancholy as the misty moors, glassy lakes, and windswept dells of Yorkshire.

Not even a warm bath and clean, dry garments could stop Prudence from shivering. Mary had gone to the inn's gathering room with the hope of ordering tea. The thought of a cup of tea and a crackling blaze on the hearth sent Prudence hurrying down after her sister.

Amid clusters of chatting guests, she spotted Mary at a table near the fire. Two maids were laying out a hearty tea--a spread of currant cake, warm scones, cold meats, jams, and marmalade. A round-bellied brown teapot sent up a curl of steam.

Prudence chose a chair while Mary gloomily cut the cake and served it. “Not enough currants,” she decreed. “And very crumbly.”

“I have been thinking about your observations on my situation in life,” Prudence said. “I see you cannot help but compare my lot to that of my siblings. Thanks to our late father, Sarah has more money than she wants. You inherited your husband's estate and thus have no worry about the future. But I? I am to be pitied. You think me poor.”

“You are poor,” Mary corrected her. “Sarah is not only rich, but her place in society was secured forever by her marriage into the Delacroix family. She is terribly well connected. Surely you read Miss Pickworth's column in last week's issue of The Tattler. She reported that Sarah's new husband is likely to be awarded a title.”

“Miss Pickworth, Miss Pickworth. Do you read The Tattler day and night, Mary? One might suppose Miss Pickworth to be your dearest friend--and not some anonymous gossip whose reports keep society in a flutter.”

“Miss Pickworth keeps society abreast of important news.” Mary poured two cups of tea. “I value her advice, and I welcome her information.”

“Unfounded rumors and hints of scandal,” Prudence retorted. “Nothing but tittle-tattle.”

“Oh, stir your tea, Pru.”

For a moment, both sisters tended to their cups. But Prudence at last broached a subject she had been considering for some time.

“I am ready to go home,” she told her sister. “I want to see Sarah. I miss my friends, Betsy most of all. Anne, you know, is dearer still to me, but she is rarely at home. I do not mind, really, for the thought of Anne only reminds me of Mr. Walker.”

“Please forgive my interruption.”

A man's deep voice startled Prudence. She looked up to find William Sherbourne standing at their table. He was all she had remembered, and more. His shoulders were impossibly broad, his hair the exact color of strong tea, his hands so large they would circle a woman's waist without difficulty. She had not noticed how fine he looked in his tall black riding boots and coat. But now she did, and she sat up straighter.

“May I trouble you ladies for a moment?” he asked.

“Mr. Sherbourne, how delightful to see you again.” Mary's words dripped honey. “Do join us for tea, won't you?”

“Thank you, but I fear I cannot. Duty calls.” He turned his deep brown eyes on Prudence. “Miss Watson, my man retrieved your bag. I trust nothing is amiss.”

He held out the velvet reticule she had been carrying. So delighted she could not speak, Prudence took it and loosened the silk drawstrings. After a moment's search, she located her small leather-bound journal and opened it. From its pages, the dried blossom fluttered onto her lap.

“Sister, have you nothing to say to Mr. Sherbourne?” Mary asked. “Perhaps you would like to thank him for his kindness?”

“Yes, of course,” Prudence said, tucking the rose and notebook back into her reticule and rising from her chair. “I am grateful to you, Mr. Sherbourne. First you rescued me from the street, and now you have returned my bag. You are very gallant.”

He laughed. “Gallant, am I? I fear there are many who would disagree with you. But perhaps you would honor me with the favor of your company for a moment. There is someone I wish you to meet.”

Prudence glanced at her sister, who was pretending not to notice anything but the few currants in her tea cake.

“Do run along, Pru,” Mary said. “I am quite content to take my tea and await your return.”

William held out his arm, and Prudence slipped her hand around it. “I hope you do not think me forward in my request,” he remarked. “You know nothing of my character, yet you accompany me willingly.”

“I have called you gallant,” she replied. “Was I mistaken?”

“Greatly.” His brown eyes twinkled as he escorted her toward the door of the inn. “I am so far from gallant that you would do well never to speak to me again. But it is too late, for I have taken you captive. You are under my spell, and I may do with you as I wish.”

Uncertain, Prudence studied his face. “What is it you wish, sir?”

“Ah, but if I reveal my dark schemes, the spell will be broken. I would have you think me courteous. Noble. Kind.”

“You tease me now. Are you not a gentleman?”

“Quite the opposite. I am, in fact, a rogue. A rogue of the worst sort, and never to be trusted. I rescue ladies from puddles only on Tuesdays. The remainder of the week, I am contemptible. But look, here is my man with the scalawag who stole your bag. And with them stands a true gentleman, one who wishes to know you.”

Feeling slightly off-kilter, Prudence turned her attention to a liveried footman just inside the inn, near the door. In his right hand, he clasped the ragged collar of a young boy whose dirty face wore a sneer. Beside them stood a man so like William Sherbourne in appearance that she thought they must be twins.

“Randolph Sherbourne, eldest of three brothers,” William announced. “Randolph, may I introduce Miss Prudence Watson?”

“I am delighted to make your acquaintance, madam.” He made her a genteel bow.

She returned a somewhat wobbly curtsy. It was one thing to meet one man of stature, elegance, and wit, but quite another to find herself in the presence of two such men.

“Miss Watson, you are as lovely as my brother reported,” Randolph said. “His accounts are so often exaggerated that I give them little notice. But in your case, he perhaps did not do you justice.”

“I believe I called her an angel, Randolph. There can be no superlative more flattering. Yet I confess I did struggle to give an adequate account of Miss Watson's charms.”

“Please, gentlemen,” Prudence spoke up at last. She had heard too much already. These brothers were men like all the rest, stumbling over themselves to impress and flatter. “My tea awaits, and I must hasten to thank your footman for retrieving my reticule.”

“But of course,” William agreed. “Harris, do relate to Miss Watson your adventures of the afternoon.”

The footman bowed. “I pursued this boy down an alley and over a fence, madam. In short order, I captured him and retrieved your bag.”

“Thank you, Harris.” Prudence favored him with a smile. “I am most grateful.”

“What shall we do with the vile offender?” William asked her. “I have considered the gallows, but his neck is too thin to serve that purpose. The rack might be useful, but he has already surrendered your reticule, and we need no further information from him. Gaol, do you think? Or should we feed him to wild hogs?”

Prudence pursed her lips to keep her expression stern. “I favor bears,” she declared. “They are larger than hogs and make quick work of their prey.”

The boy let out a strangled squawk. “Please, ma'am, I'm sorry for what I done. I'll never do it again, I swear.”

She bent to study his face and noted freckles beneath the dirt. “What is your name, young man? And how old are you?”

“I'm ten,” he said. “My name is Tom Smith.”

“Tom Smith,” she repeated. “Does your father own a smithy?”

“No, ma'am. My father be dead these three years together.”

“I am sorry to hear it. Tell me, Tom, do you believe your father would be pleased that you have taken to stealing?”

“He would know why I done it, for he would see Davy's sufferin' and wish to ease it--same as all of us.”

“And who is Davy?” she asked.

“My brother. We're piecers, ma'am. And all our sisters be scavengers. Davy was crippled in the mill.” Tom's large gray eyes fastened on William Sherbourne as he pointed a thin finger. “His mill.”

“Impossible,” William said. “My family built our mill, in fact, with the express purpose of providing honest and humane labor for the villagers of Otley.”

“Take this, Tom.” Prudence pressed a coin into the boy's grimy hand. “Please use it for your brother's care.”

“A shillin'?” He gaped at her.

“Yes. But you must promise to turn from crime and always be a good boy.”

“I promise, ma'am. With all my heart.”

“Run along, then.” She smiled as he pushed the shilling deep into the pocket of his trousers.

“You are an angel,” Tom said. “Truly, you are.”

With a final look back at her, he slipped out of the footman's grasp and flew through the doorway and down the street.

“Now that is an interesting approach to deterring misbehavior,” William addressed his brother. “Catch a thief, then pay him. What do you think, Randolph? Shall you recommend it to Parliament on your next appointment in the House of Lords? Perhaps it might be made a law.”

Prudence bristled. “I gave the shilling to aid Tom Smith's injured brother. Perhaps you should recommend that to Parliament. I have heard much about the abhorrent treatment of children who work in the mills.”

Randolph Sherbourne spoke up. “My family's worsted mill, Miss Watson, is nothing like those factories of ill repute.”

“I believe young Davy Smith might argue the point. His brother blames your mill for the injury.”

“Do you take the word of a pickpocket over that of a gentleman?” William asked her.

“I see you call yourself a gentleman when the situation requires one, Mr. Sherbourne. Only moments ago, you were a rogue.”

“I fear William's first account of his character was accurate,” Randolph told her. “We have done our best to redeem him, but alas, our efforts always come to naught. He is bad through and through, a villain with a black heart and no soul whatever.”

“As wicked as that, is he?” Prudence suddenly found it difficult to fan her flame of moral outrage. “Then I am glad our acquaintance will be of short duration. My sister and I soon end our tour of the north country. Perhaps as early as tomorrow morning we shall set off for London.”

“But I have hardly begun to abuse William,” Randolph protested. “My brother deserves much worse, and you must know the whole truth about him. My wife and I should enjoy the honor of your company at dinner today. You and your sister are welcome at Thorne Lodge.”

“You will never persuade Miss Watson to linger in Yorkshire,” William assured his brother. “Her heart hastens her toward a gentleman who has been so fortunate as to win the love of an angel.”

“Ah, you are engaged, Miss Watson,” Randolph said. “I should very much like to congratulate the man who prevailed over all other suitors.”

“His name is Walker,” William informed him. “With a single red rose, he secured his triumph.”

“You assume too much, sir. I am not engaged.” Prudence looked away, afraid the men might see her distress and mock it. “Marriage is not the object of my heart's desire.”

“Yet your pain upon losing Mr. Walker's rose was great indeed,” William observed. “What can have parted you from him?”

“Upon my honor, Mr. Sherbourne,” Prudence snapped, “I think you very rude to intrude on my privacy with such a question.”

“Yes, but rudeness is the hallmark of my character. I give offense wherever I go.”

“Indeed,” Randolph agreed. “William is always impolite and discourteous. I should urge you to ignore him, Miss Watson. But in this case, I am as curious as he. How dare anyone object to a gentleman of whom you approve so heartily?”

“Mr. Walker is an American,” she told the brothers. “He is a blacksmith. And poor. With so many disadvantages, society decreed a match between us unconscionable. We were parted, and I do not know where he has gone.”

“An American, did you say?” William asked. “Is he an older man? rather tall with a stocky build? black hair?”

“Mr. Walker's ancestors were native to America,” Prudence said. “Of the Osage tribe. He is more than twice my age. Sir, do you know him?”

“I hired the man three months ago. He is the blacksmith at my mill.”

Prudence gasped. “Mr. Walker is here? in Otley?”

“Perhaps she will not be leaving Yorkshire quite so soon,” Randolph commented. “I believe Miss Watson has found a reason to stay.”

“She may find reason to go when she learns that Mr. Walker is soon to be married.” William's brown eyes softened. “I am sorry to bear unhappy tidings. Dear lady, you look quite pale. May I bring you a chair?”

“No,” she said, holding up a hand. “I am unmoved by your news. It is right and proper that Mr. Walker has found a wife. I am very happy for him. And now if you will both excuse me, my sister has long been wishing for my company.”

After giving the briefest of curtsies, she turned away and made for the fire as swiftly as her feet would fly. She would not cry. She would not reveal the slightest emotion. No one must guess she felt anything but contentment and perfect ease.

“Whatever is the matter with you?” Mary asked as Prudence sank into her chair. “You look as if you might faint dead away!”

“Mr. Walker is here,” Prudence choked out. “In Yorkshire. In this very town. And he is engaged to be married.”

Mary offered her handkerchief. “Shocking,” she whispered. “Shocking and sad. But dry your eyes before you make a scene, Pru, for I have just had the most wonderful news from the lady at the next table. Do you not wish to hear it?”

Prudence could barely form words. “No, Mary. I am quite undone.”

“You must hear it anyway, for this news concerns you.” Mary leaned across the table and lowered her voice. “Mr. William Sherbourne, who rescued you from the puddle and has paid you such extraordinary attention, is a proper gentleman with excellent connections. His eldest brother is a baron and owns a great estate in Yorkshire. His second brother is a clergyman who lives in India. He himself is a most distinguished officer in the Royal Navy, and he has just returned from sea after many months fighting the Americans . . . or was it the French? I can never recall.”

“Nor can I,” Prudence murmured.

“Never mind, because he has quit the Navy and is now settled in Otley for good. He owns a large worsted mill and is worth five thousand pounds a year. Think of it--five thousand a year! And best of all--he is unmarried. Quite unattached. How wonderful for you!”

Prudence swallowed against the growing lump in her throat. “I do not care if he is worth ten thousand a year and owns five worsted mills, Mary. I do not want him. I do not want him at all.”

“Quick, dry your eyes, Pru, for here he comes. And his brother. You may win his heart yet, and what happiness awaits you then. Oh, heavens, why did I not wear my good bonnet?”

On Being a Public Reader

A lot of discussion has been taking place lately about how bloggers are public readers. The books we read are not a private matter, since we write reactions and reviews on them that open up our reading to public discussion and even become a matter of public record. As such, we are being encouraged from various sources to consider what we read, what it says about us, and what kind of discussion it might result in.

I have never, quite honestly, thought about this in such concrete terms before, but I am a very public reader. Not only do I write reviews of the books I read, I also twitter about them, I'm a member of LibraryThing, Goodreads, and Shelfari, I talk about books with everyone I know and I frequently (on a near daily basis) read in public. In addition to all of that, I consider myself an advocate of public and social reading and turning reading into something that is experienced not only on an individual level but as a community event.

There are degrees to which I've considered this responsibility, for example, I try to mention things that might be offensive to others that can be found in the books I review. I try to review a variety of books from different publishers, small press, and books that aren't receiving mainstream coverage. I try to read genres I don't think my readers read on a regular basis, to help bring to light how vast and wonderful the world of books can be. And now, I'm realizing that there are many other things I must consider as well, such as the diversity of the authors writing the books, if there are characters who are persons of color, if I'm reading enough translated works, books that feature other countries and people who might be considered in a minority. The pressure can feel overwhelming.

This is all coming in a time where I actually want to cut down on the amount that I read so that I can process what I read more. I'm tired of feeling like a machine cranking out reviews. I feel like if I read a little less, I could put more thought and more of myself into the books that I read and the reviews that I write. But I often succumb to the pressure. I want to help get the word out about overlooked books or life changing books. I want to give that author a reader for their book. And there's also the problem that I have that insatiable thirst to know...to know stories, to know people, to make sense of this world in some small way through the books that I read. I also read book blogs, newsletters, journals that are all focused on books and reading and I feel like everyday I'm learning about an author I didn't know before who has a whole world of books and thought I feel compelled to explore. It's a vicious cycle with no end in sight.

How do you balance your reading? What sort of decisions do you make in regards to being a public reader (whether or not you are a blogger)? How do you try to diversify your reading while ensuring that you are still reading the books you really want to be reading? Do you feel responsibility about the message the books you read convey? Do you think that this question in the end boils down to: Why do you read and why do you talk about what you read?




Amy

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Buy One Book and Read It 2010 Reviews

Please put the permalinks to your reviews for the Buy One Book and Read It Challenge here.

CFBA Book Spotlight: Becca by the Books by Laura Jensen Walker



About the Book: Sales clerk, barista, telemarketer, sign waver...

At twenty-five, free-spirited Becca Daniels is still trying to figure out what she wants to be when she grows up. What Becca doesn’t want to be is bored. She craves the rush of a new experience, whether it’s an extreme sport, a shocking hair color, or a new guy. That’s why she quit her bookstore job, used her last bit of credit to go skydiving, and broke her leg.

And that’s why, grounded and grumpy, Becca bristles when teased by friends for being commitment-phobic. In response, Becca issues an outrageous wager—that she can sustain a three-month or twenty-five date relationship with the next guy who asks her out. When the guy turns out to be “churchy” Ben—definitely not Becca’s type—she gamely embarks on a hilarious series of dates that plunge her purple-haired, free-speaking, commitment-phobic self into the alien world of church potlucks and prayer meetings.

This irrepressible Getaway Girl will have you cheering her on as she “suffers” through her dates, gains perspective on her life’s purpose, and ultimately begins her greatest adventure of all.

As commitment-phobic myself, I wish I had had time to read this before today! Oh well, maybe this weekend!




Amy

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Forthcoming Historical Fiction I Can't Wait to Read

Oh historical fiction. It feels like ages since I've read you. I do still love you, though, and I'm especially looking forward to these forthcoming titles:



I loved The Last Queen by C.W. Gortner so I'm really looking forward to The Confessions of Catherine de Medici coming in May. I'm not sure if this is the final back cover copy but it's all I could find:

At the age of fourteen, Catherine de Medici, last legitimate descendant of the Medici blood, finds herself betrothed to the King Francois I's son, Henri. Sent from her native Florence to France, humiliated and overshadowed by her husband's life-long devotion to his mistress, when tragedy strikes her family Catherine rises from obscurity to become one of 16th century Europe's most powerful women.

Patroness of Nostradamus and a seer in her own right, accused of witchcraft and murder by her foes, Catherine fights to save France and her children from savage religious conflict, unaware that her own fate looms before her -- a fate that will demand the sacrifice of her ideals, her reputation, and passion of her own embattled heart.

From the splendors of the Loire palaces to the blood-soaked battles of the Wars of Religion and haunted halls of the Louvre, this is the story of Catherine's dramatic life, told by the queen herself.




The Mistress of Rome by Kate Quinn looks pretty fascinating, and is coming in May from Berkley.

An exciting debut: a vivid, richly imagined saga of ancient Rome from a masterful new voice in historical fiction

Thea is a slave girl from Judaea, passionate, musical, and guarded. Purchased as a toy for the spiteful heiress Lepida Pollia, Thea will become her mistress's rival for the love of Arius the Barbarian, Rome's newest and most savage gladiator. His love brings Thea the first happiness of her life-that is quickly ended when a jealous Lepida tears them apart.

As Lepida goes on to wreak havoc in the life of a new husband and his family, Thea remakes herself as a polished singer for Rome's aristocrats. Unwittingly, she attracts another admirer in the charismatic Emperor of Rome. But Domitian's games have a darker side, and Thea finds herself fighting for both soul and sanity. Many have tried to destroy the Emperor: a vengeful gladiator, an upright senator, a tormented soldier, a Vestal Virgin. But in the end, the life of the brilliant and paranoid Domitian lies in the hands of one woman: the Emperor's mistress.

What historical fiction are you looking forward to?




Amy

Review: The Sacredness of Questioning Everything by David Dark


But if we feel deep affection only for people who tell us we’re right and only give high fives to the like-minded, all we’ve done is joined a club. We risk becoming incapable of the give-and-take of genuine conversation. If all our friends and news sources require of us is a “Ditto” and “I think what you think,” we might be in danger of becoming impenetrable to wisdom, immunized against the sensation of sympathy, resistant to the pleasure of being amused by our own ignorance, and closed to the joy of being wrong.

Sometimes books find us just when they're meant to (and other times they don't which is a sad story) and that feeling can be one of the best. An old blogging friend of mine has talked this book up as much as one possibly could, but I didn't get around to acquiring the book until the start of this year. It's so strange, because I loved the title, I was interested in the content, and I trust this friend's judgement pretty much implicitly, but I just didn't read it. I feel I now know why I put it off. I was meant to read it now.

That sounds so dramatic and over the top, but I really do think it's so.

I feel completely unable to review this book as it raised so many things for me to think about and challenged the way I live my life. It's funny, because on a theoretical level I already agreed with the premise of the book. As I started reading, I thought well, yes this is what I think, this is how I want to live my life. But the gold was in taking me through all the different areas of my life where asking questions applies, where living that examined life matters. I was convicted (to use the old Christianese) of the ways in which I've been lazy, I've fallen back on old ways of living and thinking and I've gone along with the easier accepted standards of my culture and subculture. But I don't want to be that person who has glimpses of revelation and refuses to act on them. And this book was a revelation.

But all of this personal stuff probably doesn't help YOU know whether or not this is something you'd like to read. So let me tell you about it.

I'm going to borrow the back cover copy to give you a synopsis of the book, though I'm not entirely satisfied with it:

The freedom to question is an indispensable and sacred practice that is absolutely vital to the health of our communities.

According to author David Dark, when religion won’t tolerate questions, objections, or differences of opinion, and when it only brings to the table threats of excommunication, violence, and hellfire, it obstructs our ability to think, empathize, and live lives of authenticity and genuine engagement.

The God of the Bible not only encourages questions; the God of the Bible demands them. If that were not so, we wouldn’t live in a world of such rich, God-given complexity in which wide-eyed wonder is part and parcel of the human condition. The possibility of redemption and revolution depends on the questions we ask of God, governments, media, and everyday economies.

It is by way of the questions that we resist the conformity that deadens and come alive to visions that redeem.


ME AGAIN: The thing is that the stories we hear, the things we've been taught are so deeply ingrained in us that they form our identity in many ways. Which is why questioning everything can be so hard. And why sometimes, we haven't even thought to question them.

The manner of writing in the book is very engaging, Dark uses a lot of references to pop culture and art which is always a win for me (and in fact his stance on the importance of such things wins with me too) but two specific mentions thrilled me. It's not unusual to find references to the classic and accepted art, but when he quoted Shannon Hale, I couldn't help but grin. Additionally, a mention of Jane Siberry won me over forever. (Don't worry there's plenty of reference to Cormac McCarthy, Ursula K LeGuin, Martin Luther King, and Bono to up the coolness and credibility) Additionally, his tone is never condescending, always encouraging and engaging and even a bit self-depracating at times. I could have easily rushed through it, but instead I read it in chunks, one chapter a day so that I gave myself time to process it and mull it over. Even so, I will probably reread the book in not too long a time frame.

Reading history yields the realization that deeply sincere people have gone to houses of worship, looked after their families, and prayed intensely while also participating in unthinkable atrocities. (from chapter 8, The Past Didn't Go Anywhere)
One chapter that especially hit home to me was the chapter on history. I felt like this chapter did an especially excellent job of peeling back our defenses so that we can truly become more loving people, people who recognize the sacredness of all human life. It's hard, because yes I'm an American. I've been shown and taught from an early age to love my country and regard it as good. I first started learning it wasn't necessarily so good when I was in high school, but I really struggled even so not to associate the casual remarks about Americans that flew out of the mouths of my fellow ex-pats when I lived in Japan to be about me. At one point, when he describes the sort of knee jerk defensiveness as a self-justifying impulse that you come across when you begin to address these ideas, I was just thinking...YES. Because I recognize it in myself, but I also recognize it in others, when I introduce how my thinking has changed. Why do we do this? Why are we so resistant to change our perspectives on the way things have been? Changing our mind, changing our perspective to ways that value all human life equally--Dark calls it repentance. (I love that)

But the most personal part of this chapter to me, was a bit from a letter he included from Flannery O'Connor. I cannot explain to you what I felt when I read this single line, "You are not your history." For some reason, I have never heard it put quite this way and it felt like the final step in a healing process in my life that has taken eight years. It is also incredibly liberating in so many areas of social justice...we don't have to let the guilt of our forefathers and even our own voting records and buying decisions keep us from making right loving choices for people today. We are humans...constantly growing, we never have it all together, the important thing is that we are consistently working to love others that we are good rememberers of the past so that we can bring redemption to the present and future.

We bear witness. Or more soberingly, we attempt to assume responsibility for the witness we already bear by way of our governments. We listen closely for the witness of others, thinking hard about the reality of other people, perhaps especially the nameless ones often on the receiving end of the raw, unchecked power exercised on them and funded by people like us. We mustn't allow governments to decide who our enemies are or to dictate policies whereby some lives are more sacred, more worthy of our attentiveness, than others.... We're responsible for what's done in our names. (from Chapter 9, We Do What We're Told)

I'm really just scraping the surface of what this book is and what it meant to me. I read a review on one of the social reading sites where the reviewer said they abandoned the book because they didn't need permission to question the Bible. I find that to be an oversimplification of what Dark tries to acheive through his words....it's not just permission to question the Bible but to question EVERYTHING. And only by consistently questioning our lives, questioning the media, questioning the government, questioning our language, interpretations, our offendedness, and whatever religion we cling to, questioning our history and our future can we hope to live lives that bear faithful witness. Challenging? Yes, incredibly challenging. Hard to do, painful at times to strip away those things we don't even realize we've built into us as absolute certainty. But more than anything this message brought hope to me in an incredible new way. I simply can't recommend it enough.

Rating: 5/5
Things You Might Want to Know: While I would say this book is intended for Christians, I really think it can be enjoyed by people of other faith persuasions. But that might just be my perspective.
Source of Book: Bought it
Publisher: Zondervan




Amy

Monday, January 25, 2010

My Soul to Save Giveaway!


I am so excited to be able to offer 3 copies of My Soul to Save by Rachel Vincent!

Have you heard of this series for teens? No?? Well let me tell you about it.

About the Series: Book 1 of The Soul Screamers series -- My Soul to Take -- was released this past summer, and readers found out why Kaylee Cavanaugh screams bloody murder when someone’s about to die.

In Book 2 – My Soul to Save – when teen pop star Eden croaks on stage and Kaylee doesn’t wail, she knows something is dead wrong. She can’t cry for someone who has no soul.

The last thing Kaylee needs right now is to be skipping school, breaking her dad’s ironclad curfew and putting her too-hot-to-be-real boyfriend’s loyalty to the test. But starry-eyed teens are trading their souls for a flickering lifetime of fame and fortune in exchange for eternity in the Netherworld—a consequence they can’t possibly understand.

Kaylee can’t let that happen, even if trying to save their souls means putting her own at risk.

Soul Screamers: The last thing you hear before you die. (Visit the website here!)

Or you can go download the free ebook My Soul to Lose to learn more!

Want to win a copy? First please read the fine print:

Books are valued at $9.99 each
Shipping Guidelines: This book giveaway is open to participants with a United States mailing address only (international readers can enter if they have a friend in the States who can accept their prizes by mail.)

Okay if you want to win a copy of this book, please fill out the form below! Easy peasy!

Review: A Black Tie Affair by Sherrill Bodine


After a heavy thought provoking read like Battle Royale, sometimes I need nothing more than something that will make me smile. I quickly read Black Tie Affair By Sherrill Bodine, which is a cute romance set in Chicago.

Athena Smith is going to check out some vintage dresses her museum wants to add to their collection but while examining them strange things being to happen and she hallucinates that she's actually talking to the designer of the dresses herself! After being rushed to the hospital, it's discovered the dresses are covered in a kind of truth serum. While there, Athena sees her old flame Drew again. They broke up for a series of reasons a long time ago, but of course once they see each other again they are reminded anew of their love...but they have a lot to work through. And when the vintage dresses end up stolen, it's the perfect opportunity.

I really enjoyed this lighthearted book. It was quite short, didn't take long to read, and was the perfect read right after something heavy. I thought the concept and premise were unique and fun and I wouldn't have minded if they'd been explored a bit more. When I started reading this book, I was enjoying it so much--it reminded me that I like to read romances. Basically, in a time when everyone is talking about reading heavy weighty things and reading deliberately, I was reminded that I pretty much find value and enjoyment in reading all kinds of things, each in their own place.

Rating: 3.75/5
Things You Might Want to Know: romance novel..so yes some sex
Source of Book: Provided by publicist for review
Publisher: Forever Romance (Hachette)



Amy

Sunday, January 24, 2010

I finished a Challenge!


I don't know if you remember, but I was challenged to watch the first season of Cheers awhile back. I am supposed to complete this challenge by February 2nd, but I have news for you.

I finished it in November! And I'm almost done with season 2 as well, which should give some indication of how I enjoyed the show.

I was extremely skeptical of this dare at first. I'm not a big fan of situational comedy and I'm not familiar with the bar scene, and 80s TV didn't sounds like fun. I do know that this show was revered by many so that gave me some hope. I'm pleased to report that I really enjoyed watching Cheers, I feel like I get a few more cultural jokes as a result of watching it and I laughed out loud a few times!

Now, even though I'm almost finished with the second season, I doubt I'll go on anytime soon. I didn't like the second season nearly as much as the first. I would be up for watching more at some point, but the great sexual tension between Sam and Diane that was played on throughout the first season and provided so much of the humor didn't carry as well into the relationship throughout the second season.

Also, LOST comes back on soon, and I'm starting a round table discussion on The Wire so I think I'm pretty full up on the TV department. Maybe over the summer!

Now that I've completed MY part of the dare, I get to issue one in return! It's pretty easy. Sharon and Rebecca agreed to watch the first season of a TV show of my choice if I completed this. The show I would like you two to watch only knew one shortened season of brilliance. You will be watching Wonderfalls. I know you will fall madly in love with it.

Thanks for introducing me to Cheers!




Amy

Saturday, January 23, 2010

The Sunday Salon -- Ramblings, really

We had quite the rainy week here in Southern California. Unfortunately, rainy didn't equal lots of reading time for me, I found myself preoccupied with other things and starting to go crazy from the rain. I can't believe it, I really can't, I think I've turned into a California girl. I used to love the rain, but here it seems like everything falls apart when it rains, and also I don't have appropriate footwear and always get soaked somehow on my way into the office.

I did read Genesis by Bernard Beckett, Thicker Than Blood by C.J. Darlington, The Lonely Hearts Club by Elizabeth Eulberg, and I continued my reading of The Sacredness of Questioning Everything and started So Long Insecurity, You've Been a Bad Friend to Us by Beth Moore.

Which leads me to a startling revelation. I forgot just how much I love to read nonfiction, especially the kind that is categorized as spiritual growth and applies to my life. I think there's a lot of spiritual growth/Christian Life books out there but so many of them are not that interesting to me. But the two I'm reading now feel almost like they were written with me in mind and I do feel I will actually...grow from reading them. They've given me so much to think about, so very very much to think about as I go about my everyday life. I feel absolutely ravenous for more of the same and so that long neglected part of my TBR pile may be getting a bit more attention.

And another thing. I went to see Book of Eli against my initial better judgement. I saw a couple of people tweet about liking it, most notably Tosca Lee (who I think is ridiculously cool) and I decided to give it a chance. And the story was okay, kind of interesting, but I couldn't help but wonder if post-apocalyptic or dystopian films will ever work for me. They always feel like they are on the verge of being something awesome and then they're not. Can anyone recommend a good dystopian film?

Well enough about me. A few things to note this week:

Bloomsbury will be changing the cover of Magic Under Glass. I don't think we know to what yet, but this is a small battle won in a much larger war. In order to follow the continuing efforts to get publishers to abandon the practice of whitewashing covers, you can join Color Online's Readers Against WhiteWashing facebook page.

There's a Persons of Color Reading Challenge that has just been started as well. I absolutely love this interview with Claudia Mair Burney. I think it's also pretty enlightening on the fact that it was a struggle for the publisher to put a person of color on one of her covers. They did it, but in case there was any doubt in your mind, this should show you that these decisions are conscious decisions. That makes it an intentional act against persons of color in favor of money.

In other news, Tess Gerritsen's (incidentally a PoC) Jane Rizzoli series has been adapted for television and ordered to series! Yay!

And on that happy note, I leave you for this Sunday. I hope all is well in your world, that you are surrounded by people who know how valuable you are, and that the books you read become transform your life.




Amy

Review: Thicker Than Blood by C.J. Darlington

Christy Williams is close to being at the end of her rope. When she hits rock bottom, it may be time for her to seek out the sister she abandoned 15 years ago. But Christy has painful secrets from the past and May, her sister, has needs of her own. Can the two sisters reconcile? Will Christy's past come back to haunt her?

I really enjoyed reading Thicker Than Blood! In many ways, it feels like a classic Christian fiction novel, with characters seeking redemption for past mistakes. Despite that, though, it does take some unexpected turns and not everything is as you imagine it will be. One of the things I loved about the book was Christy's job at the Book Barn dealing with collectible books. This is always really interesting to me....especially since I feel the value of a book is in its words. (I may convert to full time ereading yet!) I also enjoyed reading about how the sisters found each other again and worked to forgive one another. It's a nice easy read...it goes quite quickly and the pacing is just about perfect.

If you enjoy a more traditional Christian fiction novel than I think you are really going to enjoy this one.

Rating: 4/5
Things You Might want to know: Christian fiction
Source of Book: Provided by author for review
Publisher: Tyndale

About the Author:
C. J. began writing the story that would become Thicker than Blood (her first novel) when she was a fifteen-year-old homeschool student. She has been in the antiquarian bookselling business for over a decade, scouting for stores similar to the one described in the novel before cofounding her own online bookstore. Thicker than Blood was the winner of the 2008 Christian Writers Guild Operation First Novel.

C. J. co-founded the Christian entertainment Web site TitleTrakk.com with her sister, Tracy, and has been actively promoting Christian fiction through book reviews and author interviews. She makes her home in Pennsylvania with her family and their menagerie of dogs and cats. Visit her website www.cjdarlington.com for more info.

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Amy

Friday, January 22, 2010

Faith'n' Fiction Saturday: Anticipated Books for 2010

Welcome to Faith'n'Fiction Saturday where we discuss fiction and well, the Christian faith. You are welcome to participate by either writing a post on your blog and leaving the permalink to your post in the Mister Linky below, or leaving your answers in comments.

Today I thought I'd share with you some of the Christian fiction books I'm looking forward to in 2010 and invite you to do the same.


My top anticipated read is Lisa Samson's Resurrection in May:
A strange and wonderous friendship ignites the fire of love in May Seymour's life.

May Seymour graduated from college with the world at her feet and no idea what to do with it. A mission trip to Rwanda brought her a sense of purpose in loving others. So when the genocide began she chose to remain in the village, which was subsequently slaughtered. Only May survived.

May journeyed to heal on the farm of Claudius Borne, a sweet, innocent old man who understood plants and animals far better than people.

Years later, having not stepped a foot off Claudius' farm, May learns an old college flame, now a death-row inmate, is refusing to appeal his sentence. Can she convince him to grab hold of life once again? Their surprising friendship turns the tables, for the prisoner, Eli Campbell, has a deeper faith from which to draw than she. Eli slowly begins to pull May from her cloistered existence. With the help of Eli, their tiny town, and ultimately a renewal of faith, May comes to life once again.

I am also really looking forward to She Walks in Beauty by Siri Mitchell:

For a young society woman seeking a favorable marriage in the late 1890s, so much depends on her social season debut. Clara Carter has been given one goal: secure the affections of the city's most eligible bachelor. Debuting means plenty of work--there are corsets to be fitted, dances to master, manners to perfect. Her training soon pays off, however, as celebrity's spotlight turns Clara into a society-page darling. Yet Clara wonders if this is the life she really wants, especially when she learns her best friend has also set her sights on Franklin De Vries. When a man appears who seems to love her simply for who she is, and gossip backlash turns ugly, Clara realizes it's not just her heart at stake--the future of her family depends on how she plays the game.



I'm very eager for Dancing on Glass by Pamela Ewen:

In the steamy city of New Orleans in 1974, Amalise Catoir sees Phillip Sharp as a charming, magnetic artist, unlike any man she has known. A young lawyer herself, raised in a small-town Christian home and on the brink of a career with a large firm, she is strong and successful, yet sometimes too trusting and whimsical. Ama’s rash decision to marry Phillip proves to be a mistake as he becomes overly possessive, drawing his wife away from family, friends, and her faith. His insidious, dangerous behavior becomes her dark, inescapable secret.
In this lawyer’s unraveling world, can grace survive Ama’s fatal choice? What would you do when prayers seem to go unanswered, faith has slipped away, evil stalks, and you feel yourself forever dancing on shattered glass?



Not to mention Paul Robertson's next one, Dark in the City of Light:

The climate is tense in 1870s Europe as mistrust and suspicion rule the day. When the wife of Baron Harsanyi--a well-connected military attaché--is found murdered, it is only the first in a series of evil acts committed by a shadowy enemy bent on destroying the baron. As nations ready for war, the baron must uncover the truth as he and his two adult children are launched straight into the maelstrom that will engulf the continent.

Other books I'm looking forward to include Francine River's Her Mother's Hope, Christa Parrish's The Air We Breathe, Meredith Efken's Lucky Baby, and Julie Lessman's first book in her next series.

What about you?

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Review: A Lady Like Sarah by Margaret Brownley

"This land...it changes a person," he said slowly. "It's changed me. I'm not the same person I was when I left Boston. I'm not sure God recognizes me now."
"This land doesn't change you," she said softly. "It just makes you more of who you are."


Sarah Prescott and Justin Wells meet in unlikely circumstances. She's an outlaw who's been captured by a lawman and is being transported back to Texas to be hanged. He's a minister moving from Boston to Rocky Creek Texas to take a new post. Despite their many differences, Justin and Sarah cannot deny a strong attraction growing between them. As they end up traveling together, they come across a group just attacked by Indians with only a small baby surviving. Justin and Sarah take baby Elizabeth into their care, thus creating a stronger bond between them. But Sarah is wanted dead. And Justin is loathe to see this happen. Can he find a way to save her?

This book was a complete and utter surprise to me. I was surprised by just how much I liked it. I loved both Justin and Sarah, they were both likeable characters but flawed in ways that made them seem human and real. The romantic and sexual tension was tastefully written, but still, you know, tension. The circumstances of the time period were written in such an interesting way, the Indians were never demonized, and the hardship of life in the West was portrayed.

This is a Christian fiction romance novel so both Justin and Sarah had spiritual issues they were dealing with alongside their romantic issues, and I loved this part of the book as well. They never came across as perfect with put upon flaws (like so many Christian fiction characters) but rather honest and real people simply trying to figure out what it meant to both believe in a loving God and share that love with others. While the book is fairly heavy on this, it never felt preachy it seemed grounded in the journeys of the characters.

And it was funny! I found myself grinning several times. The pacing is perfect, the romance melts your heart, the characters are loveable...quite simply to me it was the perfect Christian romance novel!

Rating: 4.75/5
Things You Might Want to Know: Christian Fiction
Source of Book: Received from publisher for review
Publisher: Thomas Nelson




Amy

Winners of the Prizes from the Lonely Hearts Club Twitter Party!

Thanks so much for coming to the Twitter party last night! I really had so much fun. I have a lot of winners to announce...here they are:


Winners of the exclusive Lonely Hearts club T-Shirt

  • 1. ReddyratAlison
  • 2. EmilyWoody
  • 3. booksandwine
  • 4. BonnieRedlady
  • 5. BytheBookReview
  • 6. Wordlily
  • 7. teacher6th
  • 8. rhondawithah
  • 9. yabooknerd
  • 10. 20_30_40
  • 11. WithTheWolves
  • 12. bookingmama
  • 13. BardSong
  • 14. Darcy1956
  • 15. TunMun
  • 16. heathermriley
  • 17. morganluvsbooks
  • 18. Pookasluagh
  • 19. purplg8r
  • 20. Letsgolakers086
  • 21. redheadkate
  • 22. GreenBeanBlog
  • 23. BermudaOnion
  • 24. Amber_wooten
  • 25. NinjasFanpire
  • 26. TMLISA
  • 27. Dlsmilad
  • 28. Jessimeka6
  • 29. GirlReading
  • 30. MarcysMom





Using random selection, the following winners were chosen:



Giveaway #1 - $25 VISA gift card – Cindyloveofbook

Giveaway #2 - $50 iTunes gift card – MrsJasperHale08

Giveaway #3 – Two iPod shuffles – thepageflipper

Giveaway #4 - $25 VISA gift card – thebookcellarx

Giveaway #5 - $25 VISA gift card – denisemadness

Giveaway #6 - $25 VISA gift card – gaiser33



Please contact bighonchomedia@gmail.com with your name and physical mailing address to receive your prize!

Amy

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Review: The Lonely Hearts Club by Elizabeth Eulberg


When Penny's (yes Penny Lane!) heart is crushed by her childhood sweetheart, she resolves to be done with boys for good. After all, all the boys she's ever dated have crushed her heart and with no good reason. She forms the Lonely Hearts Club, inspired by her family's life long devotion to the Beatles and determines not to date any more boys.

But then slowly, her friends and many other girls start seeing a reason to join the club as well. They make crazy rules, resolve to go to social events together, you get the idea.

But not all the boys are thrilled with the idea (of course!) and one guy in particular might have a thing for Penny.....but can she recogonize she might like him back in time?

I really enjoyed this book! It was so fun and sweet and just really reminded me of high school in that crazy sort of way. After all, haven't we all wanted to swear off boys at some point? But it was a fun reminder of friendship and first love and I think many girls can relate to this story. Plus what fun with all the Beatles quotes and references and Penny's crazy parents!

Rating: 4.25/5
things You might want to Know: I really liked the way teen sex, teen drinking, etc. was handled in this book. It was present but showcased responsibly.
Source of Book: Received from publicist for review
Publisher: Point

Don't forget I'm hosting a really fun Twitter party with Elizabeth Eulberg tonight! Read the details and please come be there!



Amy

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Go There, Not Here

Hey everyone,

Today I want to encourage you to go over and visit Susan's post about the boycott she's planning on Bloomsbury in honor of Martin Luther King, Jr.. You don't have to agree with her, but let's keep the conversation going shall we?

Celebrating MLK with a protest





Amy

Monday, January 18, 2010

On Being Offended

It's possible I might lose friends over this post.

But it's something I've been thinking about, and it's been more illuminated by a book I've been reading.

But first some backstory. Or explanation. Or something.

I'm a pretty sensitive person. I think that has been clearly demonstrated in the past, but for those of you who are new here, feel free to check out some of my responses to criticism I have received. I don't think I always handle this in the best way possible. But I do attempt to be honest and vulnerable here. Hence this post.

A few years ago, I was on vacation in Las Vegas with a friend of mine who is ethnically Chinese. (Australian in citizenship) We were stuffing ourselves on some awesome buffet we'd managed to get tickets to for free and as she gazed around the dining room, she remarked, "I really do love the diversity here."

I think I said something smart about how I'd heard Australia was more diverse and she responded, not like this. Somehow we started talking about incidents of prejudice and I was really surprised. "I had no idea it was still like that," I said in disbelief. She studied me for a minute, and responded..."You know why? Because you're white."

I can't tell you how that impacted me. It was like someone had thrown up a blind I didn't know existed in my perspective of the world and the truth ground itself into my heart. I've never been able to forget it, and I'm pretty sure I've told some of you this story before. It was the first step, the beginning for me realizing that the way I saw the world (in regards to race and racial relations) wasn't necessarily the way the world was.

I can't say I was immediately reformed and aware of what I now know is called my white privilege. But I was starting to realize that I could be wrong about how I saw things and that genuine grievances existed.

Fast forward to last summer and the Liar cover controversy. To be completely honest with you, I was at Comic Con when it all exploded and was only reading tweets and the like and I didn't get it. I think I probably said some stupid things. But when I came home and read the posts in more depth, I realized what the problem was and that yes, it was a problem. And I began to think about the ways in which I myself used race as a basis for discrimination in what I read.

But the thing is...it's possible that none of that would have happened if it hadn't started within the context of a relationship. If I hadn't had a friend who was able to tell me matter of factly and without judgement why I didn't get it. If she hadn't been able to communicate what her daily life was like as opposed to mine. If I hadn't cared first about her.

I watched with interest as a new cover controversy came up this weekend. But I'm sorry to say things have not been as smooth sailing this time. I don't feel like the book blogging community has united. I'm watching instead, a bunch of fingers get pointed. "Why didn't you say something?" or "Why am I wrong for not noticing?" More than ever, we need to love each other. Change does not happen with loudly shouted words. It does not happen with boycotts. (sorry!) It doesn't happen when we turn a blind eye to a truth. It doesn't happen because we have the best most beautiful words to articulate our point. It happens at a restaurant in Las Vegas in a simple conversation. It happens when we open ourselves up to what others are saying. It happens when allow ourselves the possibility of being wrong. It happens when we watch someone we love get grief when they come out, or we let our hearts break over what our choices have cost others.

And I believe with my whole heart that this can happen on blogs. It has happened for me. Shaun opened up my eyes to the ways of nonviolence and social justice. Brant made me realize what the church could be. Ana challenged how I see gender and feminism. Stephen made me realize the little choices I make every day matter. Liz has challenged me again and again on issues of professionalism and ethics. Beth helped me to see that savoring the little moments of life is both beautiful and necessary. Renay helped me see the depth of my white privilege. I am in debt to each of these individuals in ways I feel I can't repay.

And at the end of the day, in one way or another, I never felt disrespected by them, I always felt, in varying degrees, that they cared about me.

But that doesn't mean that I didn't sometimes feel offended or put-off by their posts. It doesn't mean that I didn't feel a flash of anger when I read their words. It doesn't mean that I didn't wrestle with their points for days.

What it means is that the offense was less than what I knew to be true....they wanted to share a perspective with me (well not just me, all their readers but you know what I mean) to make me a better person. They wanted me to dig deeper into how I see the world and why. They wanted me to ask questions of myself, so that the door to change could be opened.

Shame is not an agent of change. Neither is fear. Love is. It is always love. It has always been love.

And now I want to say this openly: to "Susan", Doret, Ari, Ah Yuah, I know that I suffer from white privilege. I know that you deal with this on a daily basis in a way I don't, and I know the pain runs deep. And I know I've seen you around and sometimes we've had some conflict. I want each of you to know that I do respect you, that in fact, I have mad respect for some of you. I want you to know that I will try to do better. In return, I ask that you will give some of my fellow book bloggers the space and grace to be offended. I know that this isn't something you have to do. I know that it isn't something you SHOULD have to do. But I'm asking it anyway because I think, at the end of the day, we all want to see good diverse books published. We want to see a gorgeous array of covers and we want young people, ALL young people to have that moment when they find themselves in the pages of a book, when they see a cover and know that book has a character that shares at least, if nothing else, the color of their skin. And we want to see books published where a young person can see, even though the character's skin color, religion, or sexual orientation is different that they still relate and find that thread that binds us all together. Humanity.

And to all the other bloggers and readers, I ask that you start reading Susan's blog, Ari's blog, Doret's blog, or Ah Yuah's blog. I ask that you seek out books with people of color as characters or maybe more importantly, authors. Again this isn't something you have to do. But I think...I think that if we work just a little harder at loving one another we will make change. But first we need to understand the depth of our white privilege. We need to know that, in fact, our perspectives might be wrong. We need to let ourselves feel offended, but only if we are also willing to realize why we are.

Perhaps this will come across as being too sentimental, I don't know. I only know that I believe the book blogging community is stronger when we're united, when we care about each other, and when we have a common goal. In any case, at the end of the day, I hope you all know that this is written out of my love for you, and if you're offended...I hope you know I'll be waiting for you here as you process it out.

Truly, sincerely, with all my love.



Amy